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Sat, 23 Mar 2013 23:16:53 -0400

I have such a big ass headache and nothing is making it better. Idk…I feel overly stressed and extremely upset. Idk what to do anymore and idk how I should feel anymore..when everything goes up something must come down…I feel like crying, screaming, and just drowning myself in all this…I just don’t know :( idk how to express this feeling bc I know I shouldn’t feel this way and I know this isn’t my battle to fight anymore but it is still upsetting when you know you shouldn’t have to deal with any of this mess… when you know if you open your eyes then everything will be alright…idk…idk…idk… I just wish things will change already…. for better or for the worst ..I don’t wanna deal with any of this anymore…. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

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Thu, 21 Mar 2013 23:49:41 -0400

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Thu, 21 Mar 2013 23:45:50 -0400

Sometimes I feel like giving up…sometimes I let things get to me and mess with my emotions…sometimes I just can’t stay strong… sometimes all you see is a fake smile… sometimes I pretend to be someone different… sometimes I hide my feelings…sometimes I hide myself…sometimes I just feel like giving up….

Strong or not

Wed, 20 Feb 2013 13:29:25 -0500

Im not as strong as I look or appear to be. I finally broke down and cried. I can’t describe why…I just did… I haven’t cried like a baby ever since my moms incident… I hate this feeling…everyone tells me they know I will fight any battle and overcome any obstacles bc I always do…but this time I think my battles won…but I know I’ll still pull through… tears are falling and I just can’t stop them.. no one knows…

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Tue, 19 Feb 2013 23:39:48 -0500

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Tue, 19 Feb 2013 23:39:09 -0500

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 23:39:00 -0500

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

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Tue, 19 Feb 2013 23:38:53 -0500

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Tue, 19 Feb 2013 23:37:15 -0500

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Tue, 19 Feb 2013 23:37:04 -0500

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Mon, 18 Feb 2013 23:22:57 -0500

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 23:20:34 -0500

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

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Mon, 18 Feb 2013 23:19:50 -0500

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Mon, 18 Feb 2013 23:19:25 -0500

Praying

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 20:22:34 -0500

All of the praying I’ve done is finally paying off!!! Thank you God for giving me another chance!!! Ahhhh I can’t be anymore happier than how I feel right now!! Yay!!! :) I can’t wait!!

Smile & be happy!

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 23:20:57 -0500

I had a great talk with a few friends tonight…they all asked the same question - “How do you manage to keep a smile on your face and be calm with all of the things you’ve gone and is going through?” - “You’ve gone through one bad event after another at such a young age. I haven’t gone through half of what you have! I don’t think I would be able to be as calm as you! How do you do it? Why?” … it’s good to know that my friends can see that in me. But for those of you who truly know me and is wondering the same thing - well - if you know me well enough you should know I try not to have the bad and the ugly get to me. If it does, I try my hardest not to let it show. I look beyond it and think to myself “things can be worse”. I smile to save myself from the negative emotions. I keep faith by my side and pray for a better day/situation. You live and you learn and you grow from your mistakes. It only makes you stronger and wiser. We may go down that same road again and again but it’s all apart of life. You can’t let the negative events overcome you and your life. And that my friends is why I am the way I am! :)

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Sun, 17 Feb 2013 23:18:52 -0500

Hiii! It’s been a min since I’ve been on here.. ahhhh I gotta start blogging again… it’s a stress reliever!! Lol….oh haply days lol

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Thu, 29 Nov 2012 19:10:42 -0500

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