Have you ever felt a certain way for no apparent reason? Or, maybe there was/is a reason behind it but it’s too ridiculous? Well…I’m goin through that right now. I just don’t know what to do. I feel like apologizing to someone for my own mistake and stupidity but is it the right thing to do? Some ppl said I should, not bc I acted a fool but bc I could get a peace of mind. Now, some people also said no bc I have nothin to be sorry for. This person has caused me pain as much as I probably did to them. People have always told me I also think about others feelings before my own. That is true. I’m always too nice and can give a care less about how I feel and if I’m hurt. I’ve even tried to break up with my ex just so someone else can b happy with him. Everything that I’ve wanted in life I was never able to get. I’ve always given it up so someone else can have that opportunity or just never really tried….so, I’m just confused on what to do. Idk whether I should say what I gotta say and let by gones be by gones and move past all this so we don’t hold any type of grudges against each other or just let it be? I truly wouldn’t mind being this persons friend…hell, I’ve tried before but that back lashed on me…I guess I’m too nice and just want to be everybodys friend…or just too nice in general… ‘sigh’…what to do, what to do…
Wooooowwwww…my 400th blog! Go me! Lol…at first I never really did understand Tumblr but the more and more I use it, the more and more I like it. I gave my page a lil twist as you can see but it all brings out the uniqueness in me…I’ve noticed most Tumblr pages is to either promote themselves or their business and others are tips n tricks and quotes. I’ve made my page a blog about myself and my life. You’ll see all the things I like, all the advice I’ll give, all the obstacles I’ve gone through but at the end of the day…its all me…some blogs were said out of anger or hate and I apologize for hurting anybody by that. Although, it is a blog to express my feelings but, my apologies. Now, my 400th blog! Let’s get it!
Years ago I was a young girl loving my life before I knew it I aged into a lady who stresses constantly. But now, 2012, I’m loving my life as a young lady. Through all of these years I’ve grown so much and more independent. I don’t regret anything in my life because I’ve learned to grow from it and to not make the same mistakes. True, I will b stubborn sometimes and take a detour but hey, that’s life; MY LIFE. A lot has changed since 2011 to 2012 but change is good and I cannot be more happier. I’m still stressing but that’s a part of life as well. But, what matters most to me is that I’m happy. I may not get the things that I want but o-well; cry me a river. I’m happy with what I have, who is in my life, and where I’m at. It is 2012 baby! Year of the dragon! My year!
It’s been awhile since I’ve actually blogged. A lot of changes has happened recently, for the good and bad. No, I don’t regret any of it. It’s all making me stronger as a woman. I’m thankful to have met all the people that I have came in acquaintance with within my life because with out yall, I would not be whom I am today. Everybody comes and go and everybody makes a difference in your life whether you notice it or not. I had a phone call with someone special in my life last night. The phone call was very emotional—to us screaming and yelling to tears shedding. I’m sorry to have made you cry last night. I’m sorry to have hurt you the way that I did. I’m sorry for every pain you go through. I’m truly deeply sorry. I didn’t know how much I meant to you, but, now I do. Your cry to me last night was a shock, an eye opening, and a sign of relief to know the truth. We both want the same thing as an end result. So may God help us fight for our happiness and what is rightfully ours.
"love speaks all kind of languages—mine happens to be yours"