I’m getting my life back on track, financially wise and physicallly and mentally! I am now an official MARY KAY BEAUTY CONSULTANT! So please if you know of anybody that LOVES MAKEUP and would like to buy any orrrr if you would like to purchase some makeup for a friend, lover, sister, mom, etc… please take a moment to look at my website and help me out! I greatly appreciate it! THANK YOU!
Moment of honesty Someone’s gotta take the lead tonight Whose it gonna be? I’m gonna sit right here And tell you all that comes to me If you have something to say You should say it right now (Drake: You should say it right now)
You give me a feeling that I never felt before And I deserve it, I think I deserve it (Drake: I deserve it, I think it deserve it..Let it go) It’s becoming something that’s impossible to ignore And I can’t take it (Drake: I can’t take it)
Chorus-Alicia & Drake:
I was wondering maybe Could I make you my baby If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy If you ask me I’m ready (Echo: I’m ready, I’m ready) If you ask me I’m ready (Echo: I’m ready, I’m ready)
Verse 2: I know you once said to me "This is exactly how it should feel when it’s meant to be" Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually? If we gon’ do something ‘bout it We should do it right now (Drake: We should do it right now)
You give me a feeling that I never felt before And I deserve it, I know I deserve it (Drake: I deserve it, I know I deserve it. Let it go) Its becoming something that’s impossible to ignore It’s what we make it (Drake: It’s what we make it)
Chorus-Alicia & Drake:
I was wondering maybe Could I make you my baby If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy Or would it be so beautiful either way I’m sayin’ If you ask me I’m ready (Echo: I’m ready I’m ready) If you ask me I’m ready (Echo: I’m ready)
Why give up before we try Feel the lows before the highs Clip our wings before we fly away I can’t say I came prepared I’m suspended in the air Won’t you come be in the sky with me
Chorus-Alicia & Drake:
I was wondering maybe Could I make you my baby If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy Or would it be so beautiful either way I’m sayin’ If you ask me I’m ready (Echo: I’m ready, I’m ready) If you ask me I’m ready (Echo: I’m ready, I’m ready)
i have a doctor’s apt today… and i’m scared outta my mind… i just wanna know what’s wrong with me so i can live in peace! i hate how you have to wait and wait and wait while they do more tests and get more money off of you for having to schedule all these diff apts and do all these diff tests!!!… i just want to know whats wrong with me…thats all… is that toooo hard to ask for?
So today is Monday, March 15… did my usual routine (wake up, pick up my boyfriend, go to work)…. i wasnt expecting today to be an “okay” day…but it actually turned out to be alright… my day started out pretty shitty in the beginning but once i got to work everything changed… kinda weird because the fact that i wasnt expecting my job to change my attitude was kinda strange to me… we have two new employees that work there now…two new guys that can actually help me out a lot… but since they are new i had to show them the ropes… i wasnt expecting that at first but hey they gotta learn to be the best from the best right!?…we lost a few ppl in the past…i was the only one left…now we gained two…soo after what happend today everything just changed… i started seeing most of my co workers respect me in a way that was so empowering…it felt great to “run the show” and feel like your “someone” and not “no one”… my work well done has finally paid off…someone actually notice that i pick up everybodies slack and does all the work around here… WOW… seize the fact that i am the only one that does KNOW pretty much everything there… it’s always “sandi i need help..sandi how do you do this…sandi wats this…sandi ect…” i’m only a human being ya’ll.. i can only do me… i can only do one thing at a time… i cant clone myself and help everyone all at once!…after today, they all noticed that i am the only one that helps everyone with everything no matter wat it is… i am the only one that knows how to do mostly everything…i am the only one you can turn to and count on… since april ’08 til this very day they finally notice how hard i work… i’ve never had the most help, nor respect there since today just because i proved to everybody that i am one of the most hard working dedicated person in that store…just because i was running around like a chicken with my head cut off… just because i was training our two new employees all by myself…i was respected…not only am i their friend and their co-worker… i am now known as their mentor!…who to thunk… this might not all make sense because it’s pretty much jibber jabber as i think… but as it all comes down to an end… “sandi runs the show”…
it feels good to be respected and considered as a “somebody”