I have such a big ass headache and nothing is making it better. Idk…I feel overly stressed and extremely upset. Idk what to do anymore and idk how I should feel anymore..when everything goes up something must come down…I feel like crying, screaming, and just drowning myself in all this…I just don’t know :( idk how to express this feeling bc I know I shouldn’t feel...
Sometimes I feel like giving up…sometimes I let things get to me and mess with my emotions…sometimes I just can’t stay strong… sometimes all you see is a fake smile… sometimes I pretend to be someone different… sometimes I hide my feelings…sometimes I hide myself…sometimes I just feel like giving up….
Strong or not
Im not as strong as I look or appear to be. I finally broke down and cried. I can’t describe why…I just did… I haven’t cried like a baby ever since my moms incident… I hate this feeling…everyone tells me they know I will fight any battle and overcome any obstacles bc I always do…but this time I think my battles won…but I know I’ll still pull...
All of the praying I’ve done is finally paying off!!! Thank you God for giving me another chance!!! Ahhhh I can’t be anymore happier than how I feel right now!! Yay!!! :) I can’t wait!!
Smile & be happy!
I had a great talk with a few friends tonight…they all asked the same question - “How do you manage to keep a smile on your face and be calm with all of the things you’ve gone and is going through?” - “You’ve gone through one bad event after another at such a young age. I haven’t gone through half of what you have! I don’t think I would be able to be...
Hiii! It’s been a min since I’ve been on here.. ahhhh I gotta start blogging again… it’s a stress reliever!! Lol….oh haply days lol