I have such a big ass headache and nothing is making it better. Idk…I feel overly stressed and extremely upset. Idk what to do anymore and idk how I should feel anymore..when everything goes up something must come down…I feel like crying, screaming, and just drowning myself in all this…I just don’t know :( idk how to express this feeling bc I know I shouldn’t feel this way and I know this isn’t my battle to fight anymore but it is still upsetting when you know you shouldn’t have to deal with any of this mess… when you know if you open your eyes then everything will be alright…idk…idk…idk… I just wish things will change already…. for better or for the worst ..I don’t wanna deal with any of this anymore…. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!